I lost control. I lost myself. I lost everything! How did I get here? How? Did I perhaps give value to situations that I shouldn't have? Did I perhaps never truly find myself? Did I lose everything to create it all again? So many questions, and among them, more are added. Where does the pain come from, the one I feel scratching my soul? Who wounded me so brutally? I hear a child's voice crying in the distance, or is it my imagination? Where do I start and where do I stop? I am in absolute chaos, at the threshold between decay and immortality. One wrong step and I will shatter into a thousand pieces. But I must take the first step. The most important one! The one that will start the journey of self-love.